I will be turning 40 soon. I am at the point in my life where I am okay if we don't have any more children, but I do still want one more chance for that "perfect birth". However, I'll be honest, the thought of having another pregnancy and not knowing FOR SURE that I will get that perfect birth SCARES ME!

I shouldn't let fear keep me from having another child, that is up to YHWH, not us. So I will leave it in His hands, where it should be.

Just had to get my thoughts down. :)